Two years ago today.

Can you even believe that Internets?  Two years ago today Amy called and said "it's not going to kill you".

She was right, it didn't kill me but it changed me in ways I'm still discovering.

On one hand it seems as if it was ssooo long ago on the other it feels as if it was just last week.  I look at my scars everyday when I get dressed.  The one from surgery, the one from the sentinal node biopsy and the one from the port.  That's the one I can actually see most of the time because it's on my upper chest.  Then there are the radiation polka dots.  Most people don't know that they're there because I have so many freckles but I know they there and why they where put there and that they'll always be there.  Just like the scars in my mind and in my heart.

But, I'm still here, still going (mostly) strong and plan to be here for a long time to come!